obviously it’s always easy to look where others are and say oh i would do this or that… but.. i am 100% convinced that if it weren’t for our two shared biological kids he wouldn’t have seen me for dust – long before the drugs were in the open!!!!
having said that – if things were different, things would be different.
it’s hard to break away but staying is hard too.
if he relapses I’m off anyway, no third chances. I’ll care about him from a safe distance, and keep the kids safe too.
thanks for your kind words about holland xxx