The lady I speak to is trauma informed.
Maybe I have a negative view of the NHS, I see them as having a punishment culture, “You used again, you are unreliable”
My CPN is just worried about overdose, as valium and opiates are not happy bedfellows, so, they do have a valid concern in that context.
I am not overdosing.
The opiate dose is so small, I took two pills, a really low dose, considering I used to take 15 of them.
The “high” feels strong physically, but has not cheered me up much, although, I might have been crying without it, as I could feel myself welling up, when I posted the first post, which is awaiting approval from admin.