Hi Georgia,
Sorry that you’ve had to come back to the forum as things aren’t good for you again. I’m glad that you find the forum good to vent because people understand what you’re going through. If you would like any more support please contact us at Icarus Trust as we are a charity that offers help to people going through what you are, having to cope with addiction in the family.
We have people who are trained and experienced that you could talk with if you get in touch.
You can contact us at contact@icarustrust.org
All the best.