Thanks for the best wishes.
This drugs and alcohol disease is a twisty path.
I’m on 400mg Pregabalin and a couple of shorts of noddy today.
The road twisted back, but I know it twists forward.
On my drink and drug free days, I lay in bed till 5-6pm.
I am an artist and a performer and singer, and I need to find a way to get outside my window, and be among the trees there, as I feel like they are alive, and I can communicate with them, I sound a right blooming hippy.
I feel scared of them on my drink and drug free days and close the curtains when in bed, dissociating as I find reality hard.
May I find a way to get among those living trees without drink and drugs.