Hi
Thank you both so much for your support – it means a lot and is so helpful to be talking to people who have been there not like my family and close friends who all say I should run for the hills and never look back but it’s so hard when you love someone and want to help them but at the moment I haven’t the choice as he left without wanting to talk because he was so ashamed. I think as time goes on I will start to think things more clearly but at the moment all I want is to see him and try to get him to lay all his cards on the table with no more lies. I just don’t trust him though at the moment. And I wonder whether I could get to trusting him again and to believe what he says.
Like you Faithnotfear my life has lurched from one disaster to the next all I want in my life is peace now.
xx