[missyx]

Here is a poem I wrote whilst on coke ironically

My pull my push my desire my rush

My inner belief my deep seated grief

My indulgence

My hate

My punishment my fate

My love & my longing

My craving my belonging

My constant thought

My subconscious mind

My beating heart

My endless bind

My excitement & thrill

My tears I spill

My fall my crash

My lies my fear & all I hold dear

My reward my energy

My disappointment my enemy

My pleasure my pain

My addiction cocaine