Hi Suey, welcome to the forum. Everyone here has a loved one with addictions and also some people in recovery offering support and advice.
Danman83 has already offered some great advice.
I joined the Theresa thread, if you scroll back after clicking ‘share your story ‘. There are several of us mums with sons with addictions. Everyone is so understanding and supportive and you feel that you’re not alone. I joined 2 years ago. My son has alcohol and cocaine addictions, the alcohol triggers the need for cocaine.
I’m happy to say that after joining AA and CA groups, and sheer strength and determination, he is over 10 months clean.
I wanted you to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel. But it’s up to your son to admit that he’s struggling and needs support.
Please look after your own health and well-being in rhe meantime. Adfam homepage offer advice and support also Drugfam.
Take care ❤️
Lx