I know that’s one of the hardest thing to know if I will ever be able to trust him again as he has lied so easily and another thing that I find really hard is that he swore an oath to me that he wouldn’t take it again and yet just carried on. I also feel really used as I pay for everything and he lives in my house and never tells the truth to his mum or boys or anyone about the reason why we have split and no doubt they will all blame me. I’m beginning to wish I had never met him xx
