Hi Ash, Faith and Danman
I’m so sorry that Ash and Faith hit that rock bottom level too but I can also understand how you got there. It’s shocking that coke is so responsible for these awful feelings.
Danman – thank you for your message. The trouble is with my husband is that he won’t admit that he has a problem – I expect when we talk he will tell me its just the odd line of coke for when he is feeling stressed but he tested positive on urine tests for about 3 weeks when I was doing it when he didn’t know until I eventually told him what I had been doing after Christmas was over. He had very odd sleeping hours often staying up late then having to sleep in the afternoon and was always tired. That was when he swore to me that he wouldn’t take it again and so stupidly I believed him and we were getting on great. He started going to the loo downstairs in the morning and I knew then but just swept it under the carpet until 2 weeks ago when I asked to test him and he gave me a sample pot of water and when I said this he then said he couldn’t give me urine as he would test positive. I have caught him out about 6 times and each time he has been remorseful and I have forgiven him. Two weeks ago he left and then basically returned last weekend and we haven’t yet talked. Anyway to cut a long story short I think I am going to bring it up tonight and was wondering if you had any advice about how I should go about it?