Thank you both of you – I feel I’m getting 2 good friends here who are also offering me good advice. My heart tells me to stay but my head tells me to leave. Perhaps I will try to prolong it until we go on holiday at the beginning of July for 3 weeks with no drugs and none of his family with us – just us two and if that doesn’t work then it really will be time to call it quits. If we don’t make it to that date then I think I will go to a retreat …. xx
