it’s a awful situation to be in ???? I’ve got 2 children but only one is his I know there’s no way he would of told me about it because he got sent to jail cuz of drugs last time and he knows he was lucky to get another chance spacially because he failed a drug test before he got sent to prison so when he got out his probation officer made a referral to social services the worst bit is the week he went on a bender we had a social services home visit It’s like he couldn’t give a toss about the kids im so angry and upset with him ???? but like you say it has alot to do with who he hangs around with because he doesn’t really know alot of People where we live has hes originally from Northampton and the only people he knows are bloody sesh heads and drug dealers ???? it’s been 5 weeks now since I last seen him and its been 4 weeks since he’s been back in jail and since I last spoke to him but I get that he knows I’m not waiting for him this time but he’s not even rang the kids It’s like he doesn’t care I feel like I don’t even know him anymore or has he just shown his true colours..it’s broke my heart cuz he is such a nice lad and he used to do alot for me I just feel like crying all the time cuz half of me hates him and the other half of me misses him I feel so sorry for my kids cuz they thought the world of him now hes gone again xx
