what I meant was that my kids hate him but I would never say that to him whereas he said it very easily to me that his middle one hates me because I left France even though I left France because of his behaviour!
Yes that was where he did it apparently the last time on Easter Sunday even though he knew that we had split because of it – I found that really hard to fathom as he had texted me that day that the last 7 days had been the hardest and saddest days of his life and that he was deeply remorseful about letting me down and yet that evening he took it at his mum’s house – she goes to bed at 8pm and his son and his son’s friends and him ended up playing poker and one of them produced some coke and he obviously couldn’t bring himself to say no!
I am on an emotional roller coaster at the moment – he is still very belittling at times to me and I end up protecting myself to him and sometimes don’t say how I am feeling to avoid any confrontation with him.
Time will tell I guess xx