I see, that must be hard and I get why you see as it’s your challenge to over come. One thing I have learnt from my situation is the gravitas of it. One can’t identify with an addict until you go through it yourself because no one originally sets out to be addicted. I am more understanding of people and their predicaments than before, yet I’m conscious this isn’t necessarily a good thing. Perhaps it’s an excuse or justification I don’t know. Life does not need drugs and once explored can change everything. I had 37 years before I tried and I wasn’t necessarily happier unfortunately I slipped into it before I even knew it was there. Nativity and ignorance was my starting point and in hindsight that was my blindness. We live and we learn thought don’t we ?! Xxxx
