Thanks Natasha!
I’ve been feeling quite good as I’ve been away from it since Sunday. I go back end of the week.
Anyway, he contacted me today to get the money to pay for the unpaid bill. I was so annoyed as he sort of emotionally slung it at me like unburdening himself of a problem and expected me to fix it!
I’ve had to put it on credit card and that’s it now… everything is maxed out. It is totally his fault it is unpaid. It made me feel how irresponsible he has been. It confirms that I am making the right decision as ultimately he is unreliable and selfish in his addiction.
Anyway, I didn’t hold back a obviously I could say as I’m not in his physical presence. So he knows how I feel about it.
What upset me is when he told me about it, it instantly caused me severe anxiety feelings in my tummy etc. I hate that. I haven’t felt like that for a bit.