So he asked me to leave last summer but because I need to be rehoused by social housing it’s not something that instantly happens so im still there… and during that time his addiction has got worse as has his mental health.
Most of the time he wants me to be gone but then sometimes he admits he will miss me, be lonely, miss our child, struggle to cope etc. He’s very co-dependent and yet also quite abusive.
Mine has tried to stop multiple times, although always by himself. Of course it’s always failed. He will do and say whatever he feels will placate me and get me on side only to not be able to keep it up and revert back at some point.
So like you… I’m not buying it anymore. My tank is empty. I just can’t keep doing it.