Hey, Thanks for replying! It’s very stressful indeed, I’m feeling very drained of it. I know it’s an addiction and hard to stop but I feel like she puts her relationship with alcohol before mine. Everyday is a battle because I never know what mood she will be in, I dread waking up sometimes as there’s just no escape from it.
There was a teacher in college that I could talk about it with but after dropping out, I don’t have anyone close to talk to. Were a very small family, I only have an auntie but she’s an alcoholic herself so there’s no point talking to her. I really want to help my mum but she has to be willing to do that and she’s just not ready but at the same time, I don’t know how much more I can put up with before I have a breakdown.