aw sounds like you’re trapped in the worst of both worlds… just able to see and feel how things could be, and having it ripped away every time. that’s very tough x
i think if my husband relapses i will walk away, but when it comes down to it that’s not very easy to do as we’ve been together 18 yrs and have kids. i am also 100% financially dependent on him.
it’s good that your husband is trying as it shows he deep down knows it’s a bad scene, i guess the addiction voice is very loud for him.
but yes, it’s a hard road and they have to be ready to fight for their sobriety x