@mammyessex – you truly can’t make it up can you, they say in life if you have not completed one life lesson, it will continue to repeat until its resolved and you’ve learnt from it, I believe this to be true.
I still grieve from the loss, I have complex ptsd, which stems from my first ever relationship, this happening aswell contributed to it, now I’m going through more again,
I did have a chat last night with him, ultimatums had to be said and made, offers of help and support have been accepted, gp appointment this week which I will attend to support him,
I can’t get my head around how powerful this powder is, it’s like a walking apocalypse in honesty, destroys and ends all that is good,
The only way is to accept the help advice and support, focus on “your reasons why” in life to pull you through
Awful what you have been through, so sorry!!