You’re so right,
I want mine to hurt like I do but it’s like he’s completely shut off from any emotion other than anger and it feels so unfair and one sided. Why can’t they just leave it alone and choose us instead?!
I’ve felt sick to my stomach all day, I don’t want to break up really and have the upheaval of everything. I hate the thought that he’ll remain happy or what ever he feels on his coke while I have to start fresh and process everything just because of his actions but I don’t want to play happy families and just fit into his chaos.
It’s no life and no real relationship when their primary attachment is to their drug of choice