aw that’s okay, I’ve actually come close to asking my husband to leave this week as although he isn’t taking the drugs any more all the associated behaviour which led to his addiction have been popping up too much lately (paranoia/self-centeredness/obsessive behaviour/bad tempered and argumentative)… i told him that though i know he hasn’t taken drugs, the way he behaves I’m dreading him being around and when i look at him all i see is the man who betrayed me and the kids for a great many years.
it’s really sad but i think he is quite mentally shaky and much as i don’t want to desert him, at the same time it’s up to him to do the work and he’s already taken so much from me.
anyway, he’s taken it on board, for now.
i think it’s probably inevitable we will separate eventually. i think even the kids have had enough.
hey-ho xx