… sorry… sausage fingers pressed submit!
yes…welcome to this place where people like us, generally women try to find some fragments of sense in this horrible, frightening world we’ve been thrown into. x
so.. you’ve had a bit of a time of it and it definitely sounds like your husband is quite heavily addicted, the lies and deception, and sheer cunning they employ are all part of the illness, and it really helps you deal with things if you keep the fact that is an illness at the front of your mind.
as they’ve taken more of this drug (or any addictive substance) their brain will have cjanged