oh yes! that’s a good call you made there, it is the sneaky side of his brain dropping into the old habit.. old habits are the hardest to break indeed!!!!
as it goes my husband’s bad behaviour began many years before the drugs started, it just got progressively worse to the point that he actually thought he was untouchable… hence the drugs and the fact that i just thought *good grief, he’s worse than ever* never realising i was living with a coked up lunatic. puts chills down my spine now just thinking about it and what he was actually capable of doing.
i guess he still is too as it never really goes away does it ????
isn’t it exhausting dealing with it all ..