Hi Rae2022
Thank you for your reply
I think I’m naive in thinking he is going to stop. Yes he blames me for being unhappy I need to be happy and give him Unconditional love that is what he said to me
I want to believe him.
He went out last night and I really don’t know if he did it. he got up with a bad chest!
I went shopping leaving him to relax.
I got home to find it on the sofa. I’m thinking did I not clean the sofa! I’m blaming myself that this was from previous use not today. I think I’m trying to block it out.
I go to the gym twice a week which is good for me. I work full time too.
I’m going to try again and see how it goes.
Did you end up leaving your husband?
I hope you are stronger and keeping well now. I’m not sure how strong Iam but I will try.
Thank you so much
Take care x