Hi Natasha
Sorry to read what’s going on.
Similar boat here. The money thing is crazy… mine prioritises himself… like you I literally have no spare money for anything for me as there’s not even enough for the bills… then he is holding back for himself! Imagine if we were asking for 100s of the household money to spend on ourselves.
He was off the stuff for a few days due to no money. He is so much worse OFF the drugs than I can’t stand it. How is that even possible? He’s done something s bad to his brain that now he can’t be off them and be nice and normal. It’s ridiculous. So he’s back on it. I don’t want to be around someone coming off drugs. I really don’t. He’s made the house so horrible I hate it here.
I’m still bidding and waiting… something has to come up for me eventually.