Hi
I don’t know exactly what to tell you as it’s my husband who suffers with addiction – but I wanted to say well done for making this post.
It is so hard to make that step yourself
Do you have someone that you can trust to support you? To tell everything to and have their help.
Cutting off contact you have with your source of getting the coke could help.
Make that call – speak to someone who can give you proper advise. It’ll be hard for sure – but if you have someone who could sit by your side while you dial the number would that help?