Oh Faith, I’m thinking of you. It is exhausting living on the knife edge isnt it.
I was meant to be away in the USA in a months time for work, but I can’t do it. My anxiety thinking about not being here is so high, i’ve made my excuses and won’t go.
We went out to an event a couple of weeks ago, and I was worrying about that for weeks, because I knew alcohol would be there. I needn’t have!
He’s fine, I’m not always. I’m ok when I know i’m in my good place, and home with him and our child, and i’m fine with him being at work, its just if he was out of an evening I would be a wreck.
Without trying they have taken our souls away too x