Hi Mammy
I do think you can be addicted to a person. I struggle with this too even though I also hate what he’s done and is doing to me and our child.
I am at the end of my tether. I literally feel as if I’m falling apart this week.
My one has been so horrible to me too. He has been blaming me. He bought 3 in the past 2 days and apparently thats cos I stress him out. He hasn’t paid a bill he should have and is threatening not to pay my phone again (it’s in his name).
I have no money for food for the rest of the month. I spend most of my time in a state of anxiety trying not to cry.
I’m so exhausted by it all. I just want to run away but I have nowhere to go.