Hey, I hope all is well. 🙂
Oh my.. It’s so weird this is me this week. Addict behavior (is this a thing?) (drugs I dont know yet because I have not done a drug test yet). I am just deflated. Had such a good week. Fun, laughs, seen his old sparkle back then boom back to work and hes edgy, weird.
We had words on Wednesday like any normal couple. Then he follows me to start an argument. I was like wow!!! Who is this.. He went a walk. His brother rings me at 11pm asking what was going on and why was he being weird and not making sense but didnt seem to be on anything. He was texting me saying he was sick of people always asking if he is on something or questioning him when he isnt. I told him he has a long way to go before people trust him. He didnt come home until 1am. Slept in spare room.
I am just taken back by this bizarre behavior.. Its what he does when guilt sets in.. This has happened a handful of times this year and now I notice the pattern.
Hopefully we will talk tonight and he will open up more.
I am slowly zoning out and feeling more numb.