Hi there
How do you know he is doing this everyday? Do you find the powder or is it tat he sleeps the following day with grazing whilst awake.
You must be heart broken too.
Why are you still with him if you know about the cheating? I don’t know if my husband as ever cheated on me I know he flirted once I front of me many years ago!!
You really need to look after yourself and have support around you. Your life is important and people love you. Please never let yourself get to the point of ending your life because of a man. My best friend did this she hang her self and left two beautiful children behind I still don’t know why she didn’t reach out for help. I hate him fir what he did. I know don’t have a best friend.
I’m sending you all
My love and thinking of you be strong and take care xx