Ahh thank you so much. I actually am crying right now. I don’t know where to go from here. I love him but hate him too. He is for sure thinking that I can’t control when or if he takes coke. I don’t want to be married to someone who takes it especially when he can’t afford it. I feel that he resents me for trying to stop him. I just want a normal life with a loving person that isn’t a drug addict. it’s so so difficult xx
