Hi thank you for your message – a lot of what you said resonates with me and every bit of help that I get on here means a lot. He now says I don’t love him and am just in love with the idea of being in love with someone. How ridiculous is that?? Does he honestly think I would put myself through all this for the last 4+ years. No one in their right mind would want to willingly go through this. I am starting to distance myself from him though as I just don’t know how much more I can take. Its not just the lying but the nasty narcissistic behaviour that makes me question myself as a person. He says I always ruin every weekend and when was the last time we had some fun. If he had actually talked and listened to me instead of throwing horrible comments my way and had stopped ignoring me this weekend we would have had a chance. Anyway its just under 2 weeks now till we go away so I am going to use that time to see how we actually do get on. xx
