Hi lovely
How are you? Did he come home from the night with the family? I hope everything was ok.
I can’t stand the lying
I got home yesterday after a long day and he had been sleeping all day. I was knackered I would have loved him to look after me. Nope I cooked dinner he ate it, I cleaned up he slept.
I sat in living room wanting to tell him about my day I’m talking to him and he can’t look at me. He’s agitated, moving can’t keep still. He then says about an event which I’m going to and he has the date wrong I correct him and he goes off on one. He said If I never plan anything then we don’t go anywhere!!!!! How wrong he is. I have tried but he is always unwell and can’t go (won’t go more Likely) I tried to talk to him and explain that he said not to make plans as he feels pressured so I don’t now I’m wrong again!!!
Can’t do this anymore ivd made myself so Ill and I don’t like lying to my friends and family either.
I need to be strong today. I need to tell him I can’t go on like this. That I know his symptoms are all drug related and the stuff has been seen and tested. He never give it it up.
Take care and thank you for listening to me go and on. xx