Oh my lovely
I feel for you. It’s not fair is it. All the love and attention we have given to our homes and it’s us that have to leave if we want things to change.
Does he openly do the drugs in front of you?
I’m lucky in that I can leave and set up again I have great parents and family who can and I know will support me. I just need the Will power to do it.
I’ve made myself so Ill. I’m working and am exhausted with not sleeping and crying all the time.
I do wish he would admit to me that he still takes drugs and I would help him.
I’m not sure if I am going to go home tonight I’m thinking of messaging him to let him know that I know he still doing it and I can’t cope with the deceit. The trust has gone.
I wish you well and am thinking of you. If there’s a way of leaving and setting up again I would do it. You deserve so much better.
Take care xx