Buster1234, thank you for sharing your post. You are not alone in all of this, I hate to read you’re at a very low point in all of this, I can only empathise with you, I’ve had many low points with my partner who is a life long crack addict. In moments of happiness and clarify even he’d admit he doesn’t like the lifestyle choices he makes, but deep down he chooses this life and has for a very long time, also since he was a teenager, which sounds similar to your boy. It took me years to accept that my bf wasn’t ever going to change until he really wanted to, until then I think we have no choice but to battle as our role of enabler, and I know from personal experience how hard that really is. Xx
