Oh my love
Sorry to say but he is vile. I hate it when I come home from work and there’s dishes, bits of the floor, no washing done, and he says I’ve been working (from home,) I’ve been stressed, I can’t cope, he’s always unwell with something, headache, backache, sinuses, a cold. I believe these are all symptoms. He says this so he can be on his own, go to his room and use. This is because he is secretive, when I want to clean, I know he will go to the bathroom to remove his stuff and hide it, I’m so stupid (gullible) for letting this happen.
I think we have an addiction too, (them) they control how we feel, what we do and how we react, we need to kick this habit too. We need to clean ourselves up put us first and let nature take its course. Yes it will hurt, yes it will take time but we will be more healthy and happy in the long run. Remember your strong, do what’s right for you.
Good luck in your next shift, look after yourself. xx I’m here if yiu need to talk, rant or just get it off your chest xx