I have woken up just now actually feeling a little better.
I have a question though so that hopefully you can ease my mind.On Friday night I had 2 pills ditto Saturday and Sunday so in 5 days a total of six pills.I am really hoping I can count Friday as my day 1.and not Monday. I hope that makes sense to you.
You must have incredible will power to have pills in the house and not take them !
I cannot believe I have got this far,and its all thanks to you lovely people