Hi Hannah, I’m really sorry to read you’re going through this, I hope you’re finding strength from somewhere.
I myself am 30 years old and was pretty much a on it more days than off guy for about 6 years so I know just how hard of a time you must be going through.
I don’t know all the factoring details about your addiction and your life living with it but honestly the first thing I really hope you do is go and see you doctor. Anything down your left side can be heart related so please don’t put off going and getting checked out. Everything you tell your GP is strictly confidential so do not worry about being honest and believe me they will not judge you. They will treat your addiction like any other illness and help you figure out the best way to get help. They will have access to all sorts of programs and organisations that specialise in recovery so it’s probably the best place for you to start.
They will also be able to point you in the right direction of people who can help with homelessness and anything else you might need.
Stay strong and if you ever need to talk just come on here and someone will always be there for you.
James x