Hi everyone,
I have been married to my partner from the past two years, we have 9 months old baby, I came to visit my parents for couple of days, by mistake I left my son’s baby monitor camera on, my partner was at home (told me he is at work), I was checking my phone and by chance clicked on the app. I am shocked to discovered that my husband was taking cocaine in a very large amount. We have a very beautiful family life, he always acted very good towards me, he has a very good job, he made me quit my job so I can look after the baby. Sitting here and thinking about all those clues in the house related to his drugs addiction making me sick and very upset. Since I saw him taking drugs, I can’t sleep or eat and I am very stressed my brain. My dream life is shutter in million pieces. All I am thinking how long more when he will start doing this in-front of my son, I mean how long more he will hide it from us and how I will react when I see those clues. He gave me money and bring lots of food but every-time, I laughed he made me upset with his comments and he has no sympathy with me, all this time I thought it is his nature but now it makes sense. We recently bought a house on his name, he didn’t put my name in the mortgage, because I have a house on my name, which was given to me by my parents, and if he put my name in his house then he will get a high interest rate mortgage, but he has no savings so he asked me for the deposit money and stupid me dreaming about family life etc gave him all my savings and he asked me to sign a gift letter so bank can give him a mortgage.Long story short, I gave him all my money without telling anyone and sign a letter that this is a gift