I’m absolutely devastated to be adding to my original post, I truly can’t believe it was years ago to be honest.
I’m sadden to give the update that my husband hasn’t changed… the therapy, counselling and antidepressants were short lived (as is everything with him) but he is still taking cocaine… and lying about it. Things have spiralled out of control, he lies and hides it (and I then find bags and blood sprained tissues in his pockets.)
I am beside myself, he’s gone to his mums to stay tonight after an argument. I found a text he had sent a ‘friend’ last night when we were literally at home… asking for cocaine. He believes he’s done nothing wrong as the person didn’t reply… I see it as ANOTHER betrayal.
I am bitter, nasty and cold towards him and have been since this first post back in 2020! Things would be so different if he just told me the truth!!
Does it ever get better? 🙁