Bellapop , thanks for adding on mine , j just read this of yours ( I shouldnt be awake at this hour but minds on overdrive as usual ) and yea same sad scenario . Mine started doing it as a daily thing in the first lockdown . I held on to his secret until Feb of this year after numerous broken promises etc. I’m the one whose ended up at counselling and other ways to manage the stress of his addiction ! It’s just horrendous I know so much about cocaine and I’ve never done it !! .
Does he admit he’s an addict ? , how do you feel when he’s gone ( like tonight ) my house is calm and I manage so much better when I’m not under the strain of his habit . I can’t tell you how many times I’ve said this is it only to give him another chance because he’s said it’s different. I can’t comment on does this get better unfortunately because mine has not , but have the comfort that we are not alone and we have to start choosing ourselves first xxx