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Fayze I’ve had the same tonight, I think the reality has hit home. What on earth is this man!! This is like torture!! He’s been so stubborn all day saying it’s definitely over forever… and then saying things tonight like ‘well I have nothing now’ and ‘I don’t know what’s right or wrong I’m lost’ wtf! Is this the reality check after the come down?? It’s so much easier being angry.

I’m really struggling today, I’ve been to my gp and they have upped my antidepressants. Thankfully I’m not at work until September now, I have just stared into space and functioned to the bare minimum for the kids.

How are you both doing? As rubbish as our situations are, I’m really thankful for this forum xxxx