I really feel for you, I am feeling the same as you to be honest, I was feeling really strong earlier but since he called me crying I’ve just been crying. But the alleyway text I can tell he’s done some more as it’s really cold with no emotion like you’re saying about your husband when he came round, that’s how it makes them but we have to deal with the reality of it and all the consequences.
That’s good you have told people – have they been supportive? It’s horrible keeping it to yourself. I’m so sorry you’ve had to tell your kids though – what have you told them? I hope they are ok? Our 3 year old is confused, it’s heartbreaking isn’t it. I can’t help but think it’s my fault I shouldn’t have told him to go.
It’s not out of character for when he’s been doing stuff, he’s a different person and I don’t feel like I know him, I dread to think what he’s doing I just hope nothing stupid I’m really worried as he doesn’t have a great track record for coping in these situations. I just wish none of this had happened! xxx