It’s so tempting to be happy again and give it another go, I’ve done it many a time so no judgement here! I’m really pleased at least he’s saying the right things and have my fingers crossed for you that he can start on the road to recovery now. Will he go to meetings? It’s easy for other people to judge but you have to do what’s right for you and your family.
The tension is so draining isn’t it purpleheart. At least I don’t have any of that at the moment. I feel better than yesterday as just distracted myself with work which has helped. He’s in full on melt down to the point I’m worried about him making it though in one piece – he’s very depressed in any messages he sends but then you would be wouldn’t you, I said let me help and find you somewhere to stay but he won’t let me and is spending so much money (his) it’s making me feel sick to think about it. He’ll run out in a few days. I think he must be smoking crack somewhere…..
xxxx