Thank you, for just getting it! For just knowing. It’s so painful and we both have to want to change.. it’s so much easier said than done isn’t it. I’m going to suggest maybe a forum like this to him, this place has been an absolute god send for me and I feel stronger for it. I think being a part of this group will be a life long process for me as I will always have these thoughts and worries. But last night when he was asleep… deep asleep… he reached out and grabbed me to hug me and said ‘I’m sorry’ it actually broke me a little. I feel sad that he has been taken over by this.
I’m so sorry that you’re having to deal with this fayzey, it’s literally so unfair! Is he still in contact with you? You’re right to be distracted by work.. keep that focus. Do you think he will be smoking it? Is that a new thing for him? It’s all such a mess isn’t it no matter where they are xxxx