Hi bellapop and purpleheart, things aren’t good here, he’s just totally lost the plot, saying he wants to kill himself, I think by taking as many drugs as he can, had a terrible day yesterday, trying to get him some help (even though he doesn’t want it) and am feeling so run down with it all now I’ve been ill for over 2 weeks. I spoke to his mental health worker and she ended up more worried about me I think. Ugh. Totally get what you mean about working purpleheart, I’ve been doing the same as you, it’s just nice to have a bit of normality and something else to think about although yesterday was a struggle.
So he’s gone again purpleheart? Sorry to hear that it’s never ending isn’t it. It’s that pay day thing-I think they start to associate money with drugs and it’s really hard to break that…. I would be cautious about believing the tests unless you are literally watching him do it as mine definitely managed to trick them somehow….did he end up coming back? Hope you’re ok today and managed to get some sleep.
Hope yours is staying strong bellapop! Is there anything that would distract him? I guess it’s better he’s in bed than it doing stuff but totally get how annoying it is when they just check out and leave you to do everything….
I really hope you both have good weekends and we can all try not to let their dramas bring us down too much. I can’t listen to the song at the moment as feel like I’m only just holding it together but will do xxxx