Hi Hello
Welcome to the forum. This is first step to recovery when you admit that you need help. This is a good start.
Next , you could seek out your local AA groups- they are so supportive and helpful- these guys will help you through your recovery. You don’t need to feel alone.
My son reached out for help with his addiction to alcohol and cocaine. He is currently 1yr clean.
Please seek help before this evil drug consumes your whole life.
Take care
Lx ❤️