Hello ladies,
I’m so sad to read these posts… it’s absolutely shocking and I totally get what you mean about standing in the way of what he wants purpleheart, I always feel like that. Like why is my whole life wrapped around something that you can’t resist. And I do understand the addiction, I really do but sometimes it’s so hard when I’m so doubtful that he actually wants to change.
What’s the situation with you ladies today? How are things? I’m just planning LOTS… cinema, museums.. everything just to keep him entertained. How bad is that? Our eldest son actually said ‘we do have 6 weeks still off you don’t need to cram everything into the weekends’ little does he know that if I don’t.. we’ll end up being desperate detective vs sneaky husband.
Will it ever get better? I can’t believe o wrote this post 2 years ago asking the same question, only feeling worse. He is trying… but I know it’s only short term so I’m just internally panicking and trying to do everything I can. It’s so fucking hard… together and apart… relapse and in control. The whole thing!!
I’m thinking of you both.. so much this weekend xxx