You are having a really rough time Star, but trust me the evil pills are not going to help in the longer term
Like the rest of us you have committed no crime , or done anything wrong , regardless though the only person who can do this is you
I am glad you feel a little better ,I know very well how that little glimmer of hope feels.Knowing that someone else gets it is such a relief
Get through each hour as it comes and just keep inching forward
I hope your procedure is not too traumatising,my hubby had one and he is the worlds biggest baby,if he can get through it ,you can!!