The kids will be more damaged growing up in a home with an addict in then without that’s the only thing allowing me to stay strong this time my oldest has not said dada or daddy for the last 3 days and honestly she’s happier just me her and the baby it’s so settled and we have a proper routine. I saw a quote the other day and it’s basically said ‘if you didnt cause it, you can’t control it and you can’t cure it’ and it hit me like a ton of bricks none of us deserve this we didn’t ask for this and the only ones that can change themselves are them not us we are just left to pick up the peaces and be strong for everyone even them its really soul destroying and draining xxx
