He came back from work very loss and concust but was talking to me lovely and about supporting me.
He then went to chop some weeds down and had a drink and it all changed.
After he sat in the garden alone. I had no kids so thought great what a waste of an eve but I’ve listened to him needing space so I nicely said would u like to have the eve to urself or do u want to do something
He said I feel sorry for u that u always have to ask questions????♀️
When he’s in control of his drinking he is amazing amd so thoughtful and loving